Your Knife, My Heart by K.M. MoronovaMy rating: 2 of 5 stars
I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review
I won’t kill my next partner. I won’t.
You're Knife, My Heart had a sci-fi Suicide Squad vibe where recently caught murderer Emery and Dark Forces soldier Cameron are thrown together to survive the Under Trials. Listen, you're just going to have to roll with stuff on this. Emery was a forced to be murderer when her Underground (Mafia-ish) head of the family father forces her to become a hitwoman for the Family at age sixteen (I kind of question this man's leadership skills but c'est la vie). She was trained by someone named Reed, who we only get to know through her reminiscing and I guess was her mentor. She ends up getting caught, some plot comes out about this later, and gets pulled out of jail by a General Nolan who tells her she's going to be sent to a sort of boot camp and if she survives, she'll work for the super secret Dark Forces. When she gets there, she meets Cameron, who readers have already been introduced to, this is told in dual pov, and while she is instantly attracted to him, she senses something very off with him.
My fatal flaw is the desire to fix broken things that don’t want or care to be fixed. I’m drawn to them like vultures are to carcasses.
Cameron has already survived the Under Trials and worked for the Dark Forces on their team Fury for years. He's also been the only one to survive the drugs General Nolan's enhanced soldiers project has been trying out on these criminal soldiers. It takes a while to get Cameron's full background story but it's obvious he must have had an abusive childhood because he's damaged enough to want to keep taking the drugs, even though they're clearly giving him adverse side effects, he just can't stop killing people he's teamed up with on Fury, because his continued survival makes him feel special. He's been sent down to the Under Trials again because he needs to prove he won't kill Emery, his potential new partner, as they try to survive the Trials.
I don’t want to be hidden when she’s around. Her eyes belong only on me.
This was tagged as Dark Romance, Fantasy, and Military Romance, I know it's cringe to use “old” terms but, y'all, this is rom-suspense with some sci-fi. If you've read Anne Stuart or any Bodice Rippers from the '70s and '80s (I'm personally a reading survivor of Part 5 of Sweet Savage Love), you're not going to even flinch at anything in this. Cameron leans soft towards Emery from the moment they meet, insta-attraction, and while they like to talk up, while also disliking it, their killing natures (some Joker and Harley Quinn vibes) their relationship was pretty solid throughout. Emery slaps Cameron a couple times and while there's always talk of Cameron killing her, I can't say I ever felt the danger. Besides a closer to the end murder scene that did read squeamish gory, what I felt the darkest about this story was the constant vibe of Emery staying and wanting to help/fix/redeem the psychologically damaged and physically violent Cameron. I'm a sucker for the Beauty and the Beast trope but that line needs to be walked more careful than I think it was here, messaging is all I'm saying.
Maybe two monsters like us really can find happiness.
The trials and bedroom scenes (more descriptive/steamier than most newer big 5 pub house contemporary) get going around the half-way mark. There's some danger with each of the three trials but with some other points in the plot, rushed through and not really fleshed out. We get some last second reveals and a cliffhanger, which kind of surprised me as I felt Emery and Cameron's story felt completed. If you have a thing for the occasional “love” uttered by your MMC, some enhanced solider sci-fi, and a belief in a couple that stabs together stays together, this could be one for you to give a try.
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