Thursday, December 28, 2023

Reading Update: 50%


"Why?” The question slipped out in a vulnerable exhale. She forced herself to stop there, the rest of it only implied: Why did you love me? 
A hard line formed between his eyebrows. His gaze dropped to the ground, then back to her. “How could I not?” he asked quietly. 
The look on his face made the remaining air in her lungs escape in an involuntary whoosh. She suddenly understood, with a nauseating surge of regret, what a precious thing she’d been so careless with all those years ago, too blinded by distrust and self-loathing to see it standing right in front of her, if she’d only been brave enough to reach for it.

Wednesday, December 27, 2023

Review: The Novelist from Berlin

The Novelist from Berlin The Novelist from Berlin by V.S. Alexander
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

The warnings were in front of us, but we didn't pay attention. 

Starting in 1929 Berlin, The Novelist from Berlin is told all from Niki, a woman coming of age in Germany after WWI, and inspired by the real life novelist Irmgard Keun. Divided into two sections, the first half delivers on the sense of dread as Hitler and his cohorts begin to creep closer to power. Niki starts off young, early twenties and sees how, while Germany seems to be a place experimenting with being open to progressive ideals, their downfall from WWI has embittered the people. The economy isn't in a great place after losing the war and with money tight, Niki working as a typist, seems to see some escapism when she meets an older man, Rickard, an owner of a movie studio. While she seems genial to him, it's more of a sense of security bonding her to him as the SA (Sturmabteilung – Brownshirts) start to begin terrorizing citizens. When the movie Niki was given a small part in gets shut down for “indecency” she turns to her first love, writing. With Rickard, now her husband, kowtowing to the Nazis party and allowing his studio to be used for propaganda, Niki starts to plan a way to escape, hiding her proceeds from her first book published, one that she must hide her identity when it too gets banned for being indecent. 

For us, dread, loathing, and fear were fast becoming a way of life. 

While this first half moved along at a good pace to get from 1929 to 1939, I still felt the story did a good job staying and bringing in humanity through the characters. Niki, is of course, the one readers get to know the most and follow along on her struggle to want to stay safe but also push back against the SA. Real life historical figures and events, Goring, Goebbels, Night of the Long Knives, etc. are integrated and make appearances. The sense of dread is done well here, as readers know what is on the horizon. Niki ends up having to escape Germany, leaving her daughter and Rickard, who she no longer has feelings for, and goes to Amsterdam with her new lover Emil. 

Every action the Nazis took was designed to break, to destroy, to make freedom impossible for anyone other than their own kind. 

With a little under four hundred pages, taking a story from 1929 to the 1960s is a huge undertaking and I think the second half showed this difficulty. Book two has to abandon some of the personal character touches in favor of time jumping, only hitting on more huge moments. The Nazis make their way to Amsterdam, where they set-up the Ghetto and commit more atrocities. There's a little bit of Niki joining the Dutch resistance but it felt more like a blip and then her love Emil, a Jewish man, is taken by the Nazis. This has Niki going back to Berlin, the character claims it's because she might have some connections to find out where Emil is and search for her daughter but it feels more forced as a way to have the character in Berlin for the Airlift and Russians coming. 

I've lived through the Great Depression, Hitler, World War II, the Berlin Airlift, and the Berlin Wall. Many mornings I wonder how I survived these catastrophic events. There's no easy answer to that question. 

There's some with Niki connecting with friends and working to do a little resistance but the latter second half time jumps so quickly, it really was a whiplash of historical events; if you didn't know the true historical history with that built in context, you'd be whiplashed into confusion. The arrival of the Russians brings the end to WWII and Niki sort of befriends a Russian captain who gives her access to Rickard, jailed for his help in creating Nazis propaganda, and he tells her he sent their daughter off with a housekeeper to try and save her from Russian soldiers. This leads to years of time jumps and some explanation of how Berlin was divided up between the Allied Forces and the eventual building of the Berlin Wall. In these time jumps, Niki does find her daughter and some of her trying to build trust there and more trying to rescue and find a place to settle in peace. The first half delivered on some emotional angst of what the character of Niki would go through in the rise of Hitler in Berlin but the second half was such a speed through of historical events that the personal touches got left out, Emil's fate is eventually learned but hardly spent any time with. If you were looking for less of an emotional fictional accounting and more of a bare bones quickly hit on the important dates, with a touch of inspired by a real woman, this could do the trick.

Thursday, December 21, 2023

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Reading some historical fiction this Thursday afternoon. 

Inspired by the true story of Irmgard Keun 

It's 1920s post WWI and Niki starts writing her first novel, The Berlin Woman. Published anonymously for safety, as her husband has been pressured to make Nazi propaganda movies, horrifying her. 

As the Nazis start gaining power over the country and her husband, Niki has to escape. But when she joins the Dutch Resistance, she's determined to return to war-torn Berlin and rescue her daughter and claim the freedom to write her own story at last. 




Spicy Lemon Butter Shrimp Scampi with Herbed Corn recipe
Liked the taste of this one but beware a good amount of butter, I even cut it down some

Review: The Holiday Heartbreaker

The Holiday Heartbreaker The Holiday Heartbreaker by Maisey Yates
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

She’d been Carter’s girlfriend, Carter’s wife, Carter’s ex-wife. Who was she when he didn’t define her? Maybe she deserved to find out. 

The Holiday Heartbreaker is book five in the Four Corners Ranch series but you could start here, like I did. There's obvious characters from past books, the Ranch is shared between four families and the series looks to, mainly, follow a group of brothers that own a portion. They've started a new venture with equine therapy and our heroine, Elizabeth, comes into the picture as the newly hired therapist. 

He had been the favorite child of the devil. He was thirty-four years old and he still hadn’t figured out what the hell to do with that. 

Elizabeth has been divorced for six years because her childhood sweetheart ended up cheating on her, but the story doesn't exactly vilify him as Elizabeth works through the pain of the divorce and acknowledges that they married too young, grew apart, and the ex, kind of, still wants to be a part of their eight year son, Benny's life. It's mostly believable, I'm not sure I'd go as far as Elizabeth delivering a smiling hello to the ex's new wife, the one he cheated on Elizabeth with, to keep the peace but I don't have to be a “perfect” heroine in a romance. There's some friction with the ex as Elizabeth finally decides to do something for herself and take the equine therapist job that requires her to move three hours away, taking Benny with her. Seventy percent of this (not a scientific number) is Elizabeth working through her issues of growing up in the foster care system and how her divorce went down. 

He shifted slightly, and rested his hand on the wall just above her head, leaning in. 

The other thirty percent is divided up between our hero Brody's issues and the insta-lust/love relationship with Elizabeth. Brody's dad was awful and was physically abusive to his brothers, except he treated Brody like he actually loved him. This has caused it's own trauma to Brody as he craved his father's love but doesn't know how to gel that with how abusive (we're talking setting one brother on fire to murder him) the dad was to his brothers. Brody has tried to deal with the trauma by not getting close to anyone and hitting the bars for one night stands for companionship. The first half dealt more with Elizabeth but the second half brings in Brody's issues more. 

She wanted to do something wild. She wanted to do something that made her happy now. She wanted to do something that felt good now. 

Since our two leads are spending so much time with their personal issues, the story spends a lot of time in their heads, not my favorite. If you personally have or had these issues the characters did, I can see this story hitting you harder than me. These two do start hitting the sheets a little bit before the midway point and get more than one open door scene, I can't say I felt the emotional depth between them. So much time is spent in their heads trying to work out their issues, the romance development got mostly left out and it read more like lust attraction. 

Because he had never seen anything more beautiful in all of his life, and he had never wanted anything like he wanted Elizabeth Colfax right now. 

There was a tiny little bit showing Elizabeth's job as an equine therapist but even less of Brody's ranch life and while Christmas happens in the book, there really wasn't much for seasonal vibes. The first half dealt a lot with Elizabeth's issues and I thought I would end up calling this women's fiction but Brody's issues do get showcased enough that I backed off that. However, the romance, relationship development, was pretty lacking, enough that I want to shy away from even recommending this as romance genre. I want to invent a new genre called, therapy fiction because that was what this was mostly focused on, the characters' personal issues. Like I said though, if you share anything with the characters, their emotional working through would probably hit you different and if you have been a reader of the series, you'd probably enjoy seeing one of the last brothers to fall in love. The epilogue was a condensed HEA giving the reader a look at the main couple's future.

Tuesday, December 19, 2023

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I'm going to look at Christmas lights tonight (and maybe see some reindeer?!) but before, a sandwich for physical and a holiday contemporary romance for mental sustenance! 
🎄❄️🤠 

Once again, have I read the other books in the series yet? No. But this is a holiday themed story, so I don't let a little thing like book #5 in a series stop me! 

Single mom Elizabeth has been burned by her ex's infidelity but is looking for a fresh start at the Four Corners Ranch in equine therapy. 

But this ranch comes with a frustratingly handsome cowboy named Brody and even though he doesn't do complicated, their chemistry is firing up. 

Simmering tension during the holidays! 




Loved the seasoning flavor on this one!

Review: Kisses Don't Lie

Kisses Don't Lie Kisses Don't Lie by Alexa Darin
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

1.7 stars 

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

If a man makes you feel like you might want to throw up, it means you're in love. 

Growing up with a mother who capital L loved Elvis Presley and thinks he's still alive, Bailey can't help but have an affinity for his tribute stars. So much so, that when an Elvis tribute star kisses her during one of his performances, Bailey takes her bestfriend Liza to Las Vegas during a huge Elvis impersonator competition in a desperate search for the one who made her believe they're soulmates with just one kiss. Bailey does find a dream Elvis but Carter's also head of hotel casino security and after an embarrassing meet-cute, Bailey may get love me tendered or shot when a missing diamond enters the picture. 

He was Vegas and Elvis and danger, and she was Coupeville and Labrador retrievers and marionberry pie. 

Kisses Don't Lie was a little throwback to the '90s mad cap chik-lit, but didn't hit those Jennifer Crusie notes for me. Bailey has off-kilter relatives, an Elvis crazed mother and hypochondriac aunt, with twin brother mechanics that like to bring up that she dated and slept with one of them back in highschool, to bring in some eccentric smalltown flavor. Elvis is a very big additive, the tribute performances happen more than once and it's brought up over and over how wild and crazy the women go for them. I can't count myself as one of those hordes, so maybe this is a your mileage will vary because the numerous times it was written that a sweaty scarf was thrown into the audience and fought over, I only wanted to scream “It's not even Elvis!” instead of octagon style someone for the scarf and/or faint, like the women in the story. 

It'd be an adventure, that much was sure. 

We do get both povs from Bailey and Carter and while Bailey thinks Carter is the sexiest man this side of Graceland and Carter finds Bailey innocently adorable, I can't say I ever felt real emotional depth from these two; they're hot for each other but really lacking emotional depth between them. This was a fade-to-black but numerous kisses happening that sometimes read as awkward scenes because I didn't feel the heat between them. The suspense plot also lacked depth for me. It involved Carter trying to get back at a enemy he's hated since childhood but made no sense as to why he'd steal a diamond (to stop funding of a casino??) only to meekly turn around and just want to give it back. Where was the plan?? The second half just had these two feeling broken plot going back and forth from Bailey's hometown in Washington to Las Vegas. I think you need to also read this as if it was published before smart phones, because there were times (GPS, calling/text messaging) that technology would have solved some problems. I also had some problems with some TSTL moves by Bailey, I know this is supposed to be more along lines of goofy fun but Bailey having the diamond when she knew Carter needed it to potentially save his and someone else life, and instead of calling/texting or going to Las Vegas, she goes shopping with her friends? Girl. 

She may have already been smitten with Carter before she and Carter arrived in Coupeville, but this is where she realized he was the man she was meant to be with. 

There was some plot and threads that didn't quite add up, the Elvis stuff was a bit much for me, the romance lacked connecting emotional depth between the two, and the tone and vibe didn't reach that sweetspot of '90s Crusie chik-lit. The story ended with a happily for now and Bailey and Carter's story does continue. If you're a big Elvis fan, I can see this being more enjoyable or if you just miss a little bit of those hijinks, goofy, '90s chik-lit, you would maybe want to give this a try.

Sunday, December 17, 2023

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It wants to snow here, reason enough to break out the crockpot and a contemporary romance! 
❄️❤️❄️ 

Bailey is convinced Carter is her Mr. Right after this head of casino security rescues her from a defective shower. 

But he has neon lights running through his blood and Bailey's from a small town in Washington. 

So what's a gal to do but win a red Thunderbird convertible and invite him to road trip with her back home. 

Carter agrees, but he's got an ulterior motive involving a diamond from a jewel heist. 
Love or jail on the horizon? 

This sounds like chaotic fun! 




Review: Snowed In for Christmas

Snowed In for Christmas Snowed In for Christmas by Jaqueline Snowe
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

2.5 stars 

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

“Becca. Pack a bag and stay with me, at least until the power comes back on.” 

Snowed in for Christmas was a low angst story that had Becca and Harrison getting their second chance at romance due to a blizzard. It's holiday break and sorority house mom Becca finds herself not prepared for the blizzard that just hit. When her neighbor, the school's football coach and the man she had an amazing first date with two years ago but then ghosted her, Harrison, offers her to stay at his place when the power goes out, Becca doesn't want to accept but also doesn't want to freeze to death. With this forced proximity, Becca and Harrison find their chemistry reigniting and miscommunications finally getting revealed. 

Neighbors for four years, one date, one insane kiss, and maybe ten conversations since that kiss. 

This was written in alternating pov chapters from Becca and Harrison, we spend a good amount of time in the characters' heads. Becca has trouble dating because she's so goofy (likes to wear mismatched socks!) and people don't understand her commitment to her role/job as house mom in a sorority. Harrison is worried that he'll be fired after his football team doesn't make a bowl game and can't seem to get his team to bond, he also deals with his parents always making their youngest son, Hank, the golden boy and blaming anything and everything on Harrison and his sister Blair, who he does have a good relationship with. These two have separate issues of their own, and we are told about them a lot throughout the story but I still couldn't help feeling their characterizations were bland. 

She was so unpredictable while my life was built around discipline. I had no idea what would come out of her mouth, and I liked it. 

Leaning into the bland, I'm going to describe these two as nice together. They're a pretty good opposites attract, Harrison with his quiet stoic personality and Becca with her colorful clothes, bubbly, and spouts random facts when she's nervous, did gel pleasantly together. Becca tries to stay standoffish with Harrison because of how he hurt her when he ghosted her after their date. A little before the midway point, readers learn why Harrison never called Becca back, along the lines of not feeling like he could give her the commitment she deserved, and when the second half starts, the two have succumbed to their attraction and decide to engage in some bedroom antics, but only during the holiday break. I'm sure it's no surprise that feelings get caught and after Becca spends time with Harrison and his sister's family, she wants a relationship for real but overhears what she thinks is Harrison saying it's only a fling to him. Harrison of course does want to make this a real, long lasting relationship but a third act breakup has an emergency happening with one of his football players and miscommunication has these two at odds again. 

It’s just a fling. A blizzard-buddy fling. 

This had the snowy cold atmosphere for a seasonal read, a little bit of Christmas celebration with some presents, and a good amount of open-door scenes. I feel this would have worked better as a novella, as there didn't seem to be enough story to support the longer page count; my mind started to want to drift off from the story as Becca and Harrison bemoaned their issues in their own heads one too many times, and their conversations, while cute and sweet in some places, tended to rinse and repeat. If you're looking for something that won't heat up your emotions too hard one way or the other and has snow and open door scenes, this could be your seasonal pick.

Friday, December 15, 2023

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What a week that was, but I made it to Friday 🎉 

Time to reward myself with some holiday cheer 
🎄❄️🎄 

Becca's a house sorority mom who blessedly has made it to the holiday break and now has an empty house. But Snowpocalypse is happening and she suddenly finds herself becoming a Blizzard Buddy with the grumpy football coach next door. 

Becca and Harrison once shared a steamy kiss but his afterwards awkwardness made everything awkward, but would it be playing with fire if they used these two weeks to indulge in some cuddling? 

Y'all, snow, cocoa, grumping, and some second chance tension! 
Hold my calls this weekend! 



 (SNOWE!! lol, I hope this is the author's holiday books pen name and she has another, like Booke, for other genres 😂) 

Thursday, December 14, 2023

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But the one thing that finally did win her was something so much more powerful, so remarkable. ’Twas the greatest gift he could have ever given her: the right to say no.

Review: The Curse of Penryth Hall

The Curse of Penryth Hall The Curse of Penryth Hall by Jess Armstrong
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

Sir Edward Chenowyth was laid out in the middle of the orchard beneath a verdant canopy, with lace-like bits of sunlight breaking through the leaves casting a pattern on the ground below. At first blush one might assume the fellow had fallen asleep watching the wind play in the leaves above, were not his body contorted in a peculiar serpentine position. Or were his face not ripped beyond recognition. 

As with any good Gothic, a dark and broody manor Penryth Hall resides in the Cornish countryside where the village citizens believe in curses and our intrepid heroine, Ruby, gets mixed up in a murder mystery told all from her point-of-view. Ruby's been to this Hall before and had made a promise to never return, her former bestfriend and intimate partner Tamsyn lives there, with her husband. After feeling betrayed by Tamsyn and turning her back on the life Ruby thought she'd live with her, Tamsyn married a baron. However, the fatherly figure, Mr. Owen, who has taken Ruby under his wing, has a trunk of books for Ruby to deliver to that area. After ignoring a letter from Tamsyn, begging Ruby to help her, Ruby decides this is fate telling her to check in on Tamsyn. 

“Ruan, I need to know something.” 
“What?” 
“Are you or aren’t you a witch?” 

After “meeting” Ruby, learning her trauma that she still holds from being a nurse in WWI (it's 1922), the murder mystery gets going fairly quickly. When Ruby agrees to deliver the books to a Mr. Kivell, she's in the Cornish countryside within a few chapters. There, fate seems to have her meeting Mr. Kivell, first name Ruan, in a fated way and within the first night of her checking in on her former friend Tamsyn, the baron is found murdered. Again, as with any good Gothic, the question of whether it is human or paranormal forces at work is swirled around. Ruan is the countryside's Pellar (a good witch), and with Ruby being an American, she instantly has friction with Ruan and everyone's thinking that it's the “Curse”. The family Tamsyn married into is said to be cursed by a witch because of the baron's ancestor falling in love with the wrong girl, and the baron's uncle and aunt were previously murdered, actually allowing him to inherit. Ruby doesn't have the best reputation, she was sent over from America by her family because of a scandal (she was caught with a married man) and this embittered her in ways. Then when the war started, she volunteered and was put on the Western Front and the death and destruction had her viewing life and priorities differently, along with falling in love with Tamsyn and to only feel betrayed by the decisions Tamsyn then made. So, when the townspeople think the curse has returned, they see Ruby as the possible witch who brought it back. 

The woman pointed a finger at me. “She will destroy you. Take everything from you until you have returned to the earth from which you were born. Leave the morvoren-born behind, Pellar. She can bring you nothing but death.” 

This has Ruby put in many almost death situations, Ruan has to save her from a stoning, enough dangerous situations that my American butt would have noped out very quickly but Ruby still has emotional ties to Tamsyn and she promised she'd stay to figure out the murder mystery to protect Tamsyn and Tamsyn's son. With Ruan being the Pellar and the most trusted in the area, this has them then working together to figure out who killed the baron. There's credible red-herrings all over the place and the middle did start to drag for me a little bit as one too many avenues started to appear on the way to solving the murder. There's also a little romance with the pushing tension turning into pull between Ruby and Ruan. 

“I have a feeling about you. And I can’t say whether I hope or fear that I’m right.” 

I read this with the mindset that it was a standalone and I think that wound up affecting my rating, this clearly is setting up to be a series, at least I hope so because the ending leaves numerous threads dangling. The focused on murder mystery here is solved but Ruby and Ruan's connection is obviously not done being explored and the epilogue seems to set-up Ruby to go on another adventure. The mystery was a bit too dragged out with one too many redherrings and their side stories, the edging in of paranormal was just about right with Ruan being a pellar and his Sookie Stackhouse ability, the underneath light romance was dashed enough in to call it a thread, and the main heroine Ruby had enough facets in her personality to draw me in and make me interested in her as a reader. I liked this, but with thinking the story was going to be contained in one book, wanted things to be more snappy. If you're willing to settle in for some meandering and can handle not all being explained, the setting and atmosphere in this was Gothic fun.

Sunday, December 3, 2023

10%

 

“Honestly, Mr. Owen, they’re books. How dangerous can they be?”


Me reading this line:









Saturday, December 2, 2023

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Saturday afternoon eats and story, we're going Gothic! 

Ruby runs a rare bookstore and is trying to move past the pain of surviving The Great War. 

Hard to do when she's forced to deliver a box of books to Penryth Hall, home to her once bestfriend and the place she swore to never return. 

Once there, Ruby is eager to leave but when her former bestfriend's husband meets a gruesome end in the orchad, whispers of a curse return. 

Ruby was delivering books to the man the locals now think can break the curse and while Ruby doesn't believe in curses, she's scared to leave her friend. 

A Gothic murder mystery in a foreboding fortress! 
*shivers* 😍 




I accidently used smoked paprika, so the flavoring was a little off but still good lol

Review: The Cowboy Whisperer

The Cowboy Whisperer The Cowboy Whisperer by Sabrina Sol
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

The ranch had been in their family for four generations. 

The Cowboy Whisperer is second in the Rancho Lindo series, it's about a family run ranch with five brothers who are trying to keep it going in the face of financial troubles. You could start here, the first book introduces everybody, but this does a good job of not overwhelming but relaying the foundation for the family dynamics and setting. There is a continued storyline dealing with the father and his cancer diagnosis and treatment. This book spotlights Tomás, the ranch's stable master and the one everyone is worried about since his fiancee broke off their engagement eight years ago and he hasn't dated since. When his brother Cruz, who's the main one in charge, tells him they're going to have a guest on the ranch for three months, an equestrian jumper training for the Olympics, Tomás is less than thrilled. 

Maybe Rancho Lindo wasn’t up to her standards. But Veronica del Valle was going to find out soon that not everything in this world was about her. 

Veronica's mother was an equestrian jumper and when she died from cancer when Veronica was sixteen, she made a promise that she would compete in the Olympics in her mother's memory someday. Three years ago, Veronica fell during a jump, the physical and mental recovery had her isolating at her family's home in Guadalajara and had rumors spreading about her as the video of her fall went viral. Now, with some pressure from her father, she is ready to try again. Rancho Lindo isn't up to her standards but the stable master is giving her better advice than her trainer. She's also starting to see that she may not always know better and the initial dislike she had with Tomás is turning into something much different.

In that moment, Tomás wasn’t sure exactly what it was. But his gut told him that he was starting to see the real Veronica. And he liked her. 

I thought the beginning of this started off with great possibility but the first half's pace, kept the story slow enough that I started to itch for something to happen. Around thirty percent Veronica and Tomás start to thaw to each other, as they talk and learn about one another. Veronica's not just the rich princess Tomás thought she was and he's not just the rude and grumpy stable master she thought him to be. There's some strain with Veronica and her new trainer, she has over the phone conversations with her sister that she seems to be close too and Tomás has the family drama to deal with, the stress of the ranch needing more money and then his ex-fiancée coming to town to celebrate her parents' anniversary. Tomás says, and it feels like, he's over his ex but when she calls him and tells him she's engaged and bringing the fiancé to the party, he finds himself lying that he has a girlfriend to stop any pity she might have towards him. 

They might be on a pretend date tonight, but Veronica was starting to have real feelings. 

A little over midway, the fake dating kind of happens, I say kind of because while the trope appears in the story, it didn't really feel a big part of it. Veronica sort of steam rolls in and introduces herself as Tomás' girlfriend, even when they had a previous conversation where Tomás said he didn't really feel comfortable lying to his ex and subsequently his parents and abuelita. Tomás then feels he's obligated to help Veronica with her training, even when he turned it down before because he didn't like that she wanted to keep it a secret that he was helping her. They spend a little more time together, go on a date with his ex, her fiancé, and his brother with his girlfriend (book one) and dance, which was just about the only time I felt these two had a romance connection. There's a picnic scene where we get a kiss (this was very closed door) and around eighty percent, Tomás is saying he wants this fake dating relationship to be for real because he loves her. 

Then she remembered that she was Veronica del Valle and she never gave up without a fight. 

I can't really say I bought into or felt the romance between these two and the slower first half and then the latter second half that had a rush of things happening with dealing with issues, Veronica's equestrian career and Tomás' fear of how it could ruin anything between them as it echoes how his ex left and he needs to stay on the ranch, made the story feel so uneven. Tomás' character also felt a little uneven to me, he seemed more stoic grumpy in the first half and then really disappeared in the second half with more of a paper doll getting moved from here to there. The romance wasn't as developed as I like and overall, the story fell off to feeling uninspired. I do really enjoy the setting of a family ranch, so I'm hoping the next brother's romance delivers on some sparks.

Monday, November 27, 2023

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Cold and blustery day, so I'm warming up with corn bread and cowboys! 
🤠🐎 

We're headed back to Rancho Lindo! 

A champion equestrian, Veronica has spent the last three years healing and hiding after a disastrous competition went viral. Ready to get back in the saddle, she begins training at the Ortega's family ranch. 

Tómas is the family's stable manager and while he's busy caring for the horses and trying to keep the ranch afloat, he can't help offering advice to Veronica. 

They're a bit oil and water but when Veronica offers to be his pretend girlfriend when his ex comes back into town, he can't help but accept. 

Tómas soon realizes that Veronica isn't who he thought she was but with her dream of the Olympics and him needed at the ranch, their future seems uncertain, even as they grow closer. 

Giddy up, this sounds like it's going to have some delicious tension 




Tasty one and comfort food feeling on a cold day. I added diced jalapenos to the cornbread for some kick

Review: Christmas at the Shelter Inn

Christmas at the Shelter Inn Christmas at the Shelter Inn by RaeAnne Thayne
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

She disliked the holidays anyway and she especially disliked being here, filled with memories and ghosts and regret. 

After she receives a text that just says “Help” from her younger sister, Natalie knows she needs to go back home. McKenna has been put on bed rest for the rest of her pregnancy and with an aunt that is recovering from a leg injury, Natalie is needed to help McKenna with her two little girls and the family's business, the Shelter Inn. Ever since Natalie's mom and older brother died and their father abandoned them, Natalie has been a nomad traveling the world, finding it too painful to be at home with all the memories. Now, this Christmas season, she's going to have to confront those painful feelings and the growing ones for her brother's bestfriend who keeps finding ways to rescue her. 

If she wasn’t careful, she might find herself falling head over heels for Griffin. 

Christmas at Shelter Inn was a story that definitely delivered the festive atmosphere but it also definitely dropped trauma after trauma; I'm talking the old tv show Party of Five trauma levels. Any and all content and trigger warnings for what felt more like book club fiction (if your book club is full of holiday masochists) than romance. Natalie left home because of a painful childhood of having her mother die of breast cancer when she was sixteen, having her father take off to Alaska because of his grief and basically abandoning his three kids to their mother's aunt, and an older brother that became an alcoholic because of his grief and ultimately died in an avalanche. If you're not satisfied with that barrel of laughs, the love interest for Natalie, Griffin, is semi-shunned in town because his alcoholic father killed not only himself but four teens in a drunk driver incident and is divorced after he and his ex-wife went through the death of their baby being stillborn. 

She laughed and he thought how lovely she was, there in the wintry moonlight. 

So, yes, these two have a lot of baggage and emotional trauma to work through but Natalie gets the load of page time with Griffin's side not really coming in until the latter half of the story. Weaved around all these trauma issues are elements of that festive atmosphere I mentioned, shopping at a Christmas Market, watching a choir sing carols, snowy walks, the joy of putting up inflatable decorations, and hot chocolate and cookies. It was cozy atmosphere with holy god that's traumatic, especially when you add in the fear of miscarriage because her sister experienced two prior ones, Natalie thinking her sister's husband is wanting to abandon his family, Natalie's friendship issues with Griffin's younger sister who also dated her deceased older brother, and then Natalie's father showing back up to spend Christmas with them. 

He looked down at her, his blue eyes suddenly warm. For one glittery, breathless moment, he looked as if he wanted to kiss her. He might have even leaned down slightly before he seemed to check the movement and step away. 

I found the romance to be fairly weak without much depth, as the focus was more on Natalie's issues. Around the midway point, they kiss (only a few kisses for steam here) but Natalie doesn't see a reason to invest in the relationship because she can't wait to leave home and the pain it causes her to be here. Griffin does have povs but they're mostly him thinking about how to put a stop to his grandma trying to set him up with Natalie but also thinking he's attracted to Natalie. The second half becomes Natalie coming to terms with the past (catching her father kiss someone that threw her and me into a tailspin) and accepting that she has feelings for Griffin. The last fifteen percent has both saying they love each other but I can't say I bought into it, there was no real building blocks for their relationship. 

People did change, she thought as they returned to the party. Maybe she had changed. Maybe the perfect life she had created for herself no longer met her needs as it once had. Maybe, just maybe, she was ready for something else—if she could find the courage to reach for it. 

Along with the ending I love you, there's a snowstorm that creates some havoc, a situation that leads to our doctor Griffin being able to finally work through his pain of losing his child, and an epilogue that shows a future happily ever after. The romance felt a distance second place to the issues Natalie had to work through and there wasn't enough depth to the main couple's relationship for me. However, if you're looking for the combo of festive atmosphere and trauma (they could be out there!) consider this the snow globe of trauma you'd want to be in.

Sunday, November 26, 2023

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Survived the Thanksgiving break and ready to move onto full holiday fever! 
🎄🎄🎄 

Natalie's back home to help her older sister out with their family's Inn while she's on bed rest with her third child. 

Home is where the memories hit the hardest, missing her mother and brother. And the first night back has her wrecking her rental car but also brings an expected surprise, her brother's bestfriend Griffin is also back in town. 

Griffin is seeing Natalie in a whole new light, but things he's held back about the last time he saw her brother alive, have both scared to trust. 

Snuggling in this Sunday with what sounds like an emotional and festive read! 




Saturday, November 25, 2023

Review: A Fragile Enchantment

A Fragile Enchantment A Fragile Enchantment by Allison Saft
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

“She is common, but she is divine-blooded.” 

 A Fragile Enchantment was a fantasy re-imagining of the historical way the United Kingdom treated Ireland that lead to the Great Famine in the 1800s. Niamh Ó Conchobhair is an eighteen year old Machlish (Irish) girl who was born with the magical ability to infuse the clothes she sews with emotions. When a dress she sews for a common girl is seen to help her capture a member of the nobility for her to marry, Niamh's designs become popular. So popular, the Prince Regent of Avaland (England) invites her to come and sew the wedding clothes for his younger brother's wedding. Niamh sees herself responsible for her grandmother and mother's well-being and knows this to be the opportunity to make enough money to secure their futures. However, the more Niamh uses her magic, the more life force drains from her but Niamh is a martyr and thinks it's her duty to sacrifice herself for her family, the way her ancestors fought against Avaland's rule. 

She had grown up on horror stories of the Avlish royal family’s power. How it had caused the Blight by depleting the soil. How during the War of Machlish Independence, briars had torn from the earth and skewered men like living bayonets. Niamh had always suspected those legends were exaggerated. Now, she wasn’t so certain what the Carmines were capable of. 

When Niamh gets to Avaland, she's amazed at the opulence (it's a very Regency England setting) but realizes quickly that something itsn't quite right. The castle seems to be running on a skeleton crew and there's obvious unrest with the working class protesting and demanding reparations for how the Avlish have treated the Machlish. There's also the obvious arranged marriage feeling with the Prince Christopher (Kit) sullen and angry that he is being forced to marry the Princess Rosa. The Prince Regent, Jack, seems to constantly be harried and keeps refusing to meet with Helen, the leader of the protesters. It's a tense situation and it gets complicated more when Niamh and Kit start to notice each other more. 

He had chosen her not for her skill or her craft, but to make himself look enlightened. To slither out of any accountability. She was nothing more than a novelty to point out to her fellow countrymen and say, Look, not all of you suffer here. 

Since the world-building borrows and relies heavily on Irish and English historical relations, it's kind of already built in, as long as you the reader are knowledgeable about such things. The magical components also borrows some from Irish mythology, which was a fun additive but Niamh's personal plot of her magic draining her life force didn't feel quite filled out right. Without scenes with her grandmother and mother, we have to go on her word that she's forced to do this and the reasoning never had me truly buying into it. Since she's a seamstress, I thought there would more scenes of her sewing and fabric descriptions but they were fairly few, even though the story has Kit constantly telling her not to overwork herself. I just felt it needed to be a bigger discussion that while she sews, she's taking years off her life?? 

A girl like her wanting Kit Carmine would not—could not—end well. 

This is all told from Niamh's point-of-view and I thought it took until closer to the midway point for her and Kit to show anything of their relationship. They share a kiss in the second half and get a closed door scene but I'm not sure I really felt or understood the claim that they have a burning romance, the emotions just weren't there for me. This does read Young Adult, with the occasional curse word and even though it's historical fantasy, the vernacular reads modern (leading to an uneven feeling with the supposed to be Regency England). The angst comes from Jack making Kit marry, for political reasons, but Kit and Niamh starting to want to be together. There's some secondary character friends on the side, helping and hurting the cause, a quick jaunt to a country house of the royal's that felt added in for the requisite country house scenes, and a little political intrigue. 

“I am so afraid, Kit. I am afraid that I will fail, despite all the pains I have taken. I am afraid I will let everyone down. And deep down, I am afraid that I am horribly, irredeemably selfish because I am so afraid that I will die without having let myself live at all.” 

I read an early ARC copy and I hate to say it, but it read more like a beta, Niamh's magical story thread needed more shoring up as it only seems to get weaker and weaker as the story goes on. The ending gave a last thirty percent third act breakup, and again, not fully constructed right with the stopping a wedding, a duel that felt madcap thrown in, and revelations that were a bit obvious regarding the political aspects. It all wraps up with a HEA and relations between the countries hopefully taking a right step toward working together. The elements were there but lack of refinement had this more of a struggle to get through than enjoyable.

Monday, November 20, 2023

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How could I not start the week off with this pretty little cover?! 

The same magic that lets Niamh stitch emotions and memories into fabric, is the same magic that may eventually lead to her downfall. Thinking her time is limited, she jumps at the chance to design a wardrobe for a royal wedding. 

There she finds a town simmering with unrest from the working class and a groom who resents being used as a political pawn. 

When an anonymous columnist starts writing about Niamh and the groom Kit's chemistry, Niamh finds herself getting blackmailed to uncover the royal family's secrets or remain in the gossip columns. 

Niamh will have to decide if the risk of exposing a nation and her heart are worth it. 

Can't wait to get swept away into this fantasy romance! 




Cajun and pasta?! Of course a tasty winner :)

Review: The Girl Who Was Too Much And Not Enough: Book 1 of 3, Kiera Rieman Series

The Girl Who Was Too Much And Not Enough: Book 1 of 3, Kiera Rieman Series The Girl Who Was Too Much And Not Enough: Book 1 of 3, Kiera Rieman Series by Lelina Durrette
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

2.5 stars 

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

And yet, part of me still wondered what was really so fundamentally wrong about just being myself. 

Set in the year 2125, The Girl Who Was Too Much and Not Enough takes a look at a society that has given full governmental control to what and how much food people can consume, along with other personal choices. Told all through seventeen year old Kiera's eyes, she's one of the “not-quite-perfects”, which is what her friend group calls themselves because they're deemed unattractive for not meeting the society's rigid standards. It's rough for Kiera because in this society, how good you look equals power and most teens, before adulthood, enter The Center and do the Sleep-a-Weigh program. This program is basically where they are put in a comatose state to lose weight and get plastic surgery to look “perfect”. Losing some from her friend group to this program, Kiera feels even more lonely, especially when her mother and younger sister constantly berate her and only her father seems to love her for her, until she has a chance encounter with an eighteen year old boy.

I had never really fit in my world. It was like I had been waiting my whole life to make this change. 

When Kiera meets Asa, her whole world changes. He introduces her to the Underground, a market and makeshift city where people who don't want to follow the restrictive rules of the government live. There she tries real fresh fruit, meat, and see that people can be, what is deemed overweight, and with their “imperfections” like crooked teeth, happy and be loved. The beginning of the story was a little shaky with it's constant talk and comparisons of GMO and non-GMO food, to the point I was thinking this was going to be fully an indoctrinate book but that eventually, for the most part, faded away and the plot of teens and outcasts fighting the evil government started to progress (I fully realize this is a different kind of propaganda but was less forced in face and more flowed written message in). 

I really wanted to believe that Asa and I had our whole future stretching before us, but why did it feel like this was only the beginning of our struggles? 

This was in the vein of a Hunger Games or Maze Runner, with Kiera joining Asa and his friends and family as they first buck the system with the Underground Black Market, the government capturing some of them and sending them to The Center for “rehabilitation”, rescue mission, and eventual plan for the future. There's a romance between Kiera and Asa (it was definitely rushed with how quickly he trusts her) with kissing and a faint love triangle that tries to appear with a classmate of Kiera's named Ian, along with some action and light battle scenes with the rescue mission and them being on the run. 

I drew a shaky breath and turned back to Asa. He smiled and held out his hand to me. I took it and we set off together into the unknown. 

The ending had a slight cliffhanger with the cast of characters having to leave their district for another one to try and avoid all the heat from being found out in theirs. There's an obvious villain, Captain Kulig who tortured people in The Center, in the wings, a maybe maybe not traitor Ian going along with them, the question of what happened to Kiera's family, and of course the continuing romance between Kiera and Asa. The second half with all it's action felt a little disjointed with the slower, introducing beginning but if you like dystopian young adult, this could be another series to add to your reading.

Sunday, November 19, 2023

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Early afternoon reading with this futuristic YA! 

Kiera lives in a society where looks equal power. She's about to turn 18 and thinking about checking herself into The Center, a place where they make you "better". 

But she meets Asa, a boy who likes her just the way she is. He's also a smuggler and introduces her to an underground world she never knew existed. 

Now Kiera's loyalties are being tested and she has to decide if she wants to conform or blaze her own path. 



 
This one was pretty easy and tasty, recommend! 

Saturday, November 18, 2023

Review: The Second Chance Year

The Second Chance Year The Second Chance Year by Melissa Wiesner
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

3.7 stars

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

And suddenly the room is spinning. Because though it's January first, just like I expected...It's January first, twelve months ago. The entire last year of my life is---gone. 
Gone. 
Just like I wished for. 

Sadie has had a year, she lost her job as a pastry chef when she stood up to her boss again about his dictator way of running the restaurant, lost her boyfriend when he broke up with her because she made a scene again at one of his work events over sexist comments, and lost her apartment when her savings ran out. She's now living in a spare bedroom in the apartment of Jacob, her brother Owen's bestfriend. Depressed she works as a barista after her boss got her blackballed, she hardly leaves the couch. The only good thing is that she's starting to see that Jacob isn't so much standoffish and judgmental of her but really shy. When her bestfriend Kasumi invites her to a New Year's Eve party she doesn't want to go but it turns out to the be the best thing to ever happen to her. 

And then he stands up from the couch. 
Crosses the room. 
Sinks down on the bed next to me. 
Slides one hand behind my head. 
And he kisses me. 

The Second Chance Year was a chik-lit story told all from Sadie's point-of-view that took a good look at what it means to go along to get along and staying true to yourself, with a little romance. At the NYE's party, Sadie meets a fortune teller and makes the wish to get a second chance at the horrible year she just had. With some magical realism, she gets that chance and wakes up in her old apartment with her ex Alex and late to work at the restaurant she was fired at. Getting back all the things she lost has her taking a second look at how she reacted to things and trying a different route to get a different outcome. Instead of yelling at her chef boss, when he's unfairly yelling at employees or asking her to work the front of the restaurant, she bites her tongue and sees that he starts to treat her nicer and even dangle the promotion she wanted in front of her. Sadie also doesn't attack Alex's co-workers when they make sexist comments and instead talks to Alex first about it, which he had asked her to do. This has him inviting her to more work events, buying her expensive designer clothes to help her fit in, and even act like he could be ready to propose. Sadie starts to think this might be the chance she needed to get everything she wanted, if it didn't feel like she was also losing herself and the friendships she made in her awful year. 

If I could go back, I'd do it all differently. I'd never let him walk out thinking everything that happened between us was a mistake. 

Sadie sees that not only do things change for her when she acts different, things change for the people around her. She loses her bestfriend Kasumi instead of her job when she acts different at work and that awful year that lead to her knowing Jacob more and ended with them having a NYE's kiss, which now didn't happen, has him slowly hanging out with a neighbor that Sadie had set up with someone else. I greatly enjoyed how the book explored and showed how people who say others are too “abrasive” with what they say, is really how it isn't how you say it but that you're saying it at all, with it's looks at sexism in the workplace. Sadie struggled with this and how her college professor parents constantly belittled her pastry chef occupation and heaped loads of praise and love on her younger brother Owen because of his college degree and high powered job in robotics. As Sadie opened up more to the people around her, it was nice for her to see how the people who really cared for her, admired the things about her she thought she needed to change to succeed. 

So, this is what it's like to be loved by someone who appreciates who I am, not just who I could be or should be. Not just who they want me to be. 

During her second chance year, things don't quite work out the way she thought they would if she tried changing herself and gets a dose of maybe things happen for a reason. Sadie's journey is the focus of the story but, while we don't fully get to know Jacob, he's around a good amount and the way Sadie starts to see him different and the way he gets to be there for her does provide a sweet romance thread (not genre romance and no open doors) with a scene delivering happily for now that will probably get a few eyes watering. This was self-affirming, frustrating look at the systems allowed to exist in workplaces, a look at how sexism breaks people down emotionally, and a great look at how whittling yourself away to fit others never works. If you've ever wondered what a second chance could look like, this delivers all the ways it could go wrong and right, with a little tender romance.

Thursday, November 16, 2023

Reading Update: Page 1

 


What if you could redo not just one day but a whole year? 
It sounds amazing and horrible to me all at the same time! 

Sadie's lost her job, apartment, and boyfriend. But a fortune teller offers her one wish and suddenly Sadie sees a way to fix things, but maybe not in the way she planned, especially when she ends up kissing her brother's best friend. 

The next morning has her waking up in her old apartment and with her ex! Sadie's going to get a second chance year as it's January 1st, of last year. 

Suddenly all the things she missed are glaringly apparent and she can't stop thinking about a certain kiss, even though he has no idea it happened. 

What would you do with a second chance? 

This sounds so good, can't wait to start 🎉 




I added oodles (technical cooking term) more chipotle peppers and adobe sauce and ended up loving the sweet and spicy of this. It's been 50s here in MN, so I took advantage to make a more summery meal!