Review: Where Shadows Meet

Where Shadows Meet by Patrice Caldwell
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

3.7 stars 

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

She had to take control of her own destiny. She had to act now. 

Where Shadows Meet is the first part of a duology where readers are introduced to a fantasy world of humans, vampires, and gods. This would be great as a primer for upper young adult readers you'd want to bridge to adult high fantasy, this had all those elements on a more toned down scale. The beginning, especially before the story actually starts with the family tree and glossary of characters could feel a little overwhelming, my advice, glance over it and then come back after you've read half and look it over again as the names and their positions will be more recognizable and stick with you more. The story follows three point-of-views, Favre, Najja, and Leyla. They each come from different backgrounds but their stories weave together and through their povs, the world building is created. 

I see death. And it sees me. The dead whisper in my ears, tormenting me. 

The fantasy setting land is one year into a peace treaty that has vampires mining gold in exchange for humans giving their blood. Previously, vampires and humans had been fighting for a thousand years after a god, Thana and her partner Favre, left the Heavenly Realm for the human one. Thana had killed her father, from a sword forged from Favre's ripped off wings blood, after he refused to let Thana marry Favre. This action caused Thana to become the first vampire and she was banished from the Heavenly Realm, Favre and a few other gods going with her. The humans didn't like Thana just setting herself up as queen and the war started. Favre's character brings a lot of themes about selfishness, sacrifice, and emotional abuse in romantic and familial relationships. Her povs jump from the past to show her building romance with Thana and what happened as they came to earth and then the present as Favre breaks from an imprisonment imposed on her and her bid to free Thana. You'll get most of the outer whole lay of the story from her. 

“Sometimes the only way to find out the truth is to go along for the journey. Have faith. Believe. Trust in yourself.” 

Najja is the second pov character we meet and her povs are all from the present. She's a yamaja, a messenger of fate, she has visions of death and can see and hear the dead. She fears her powers and doesn't like how her people have been regulated to an island after her great-great-grandmother delivered a vision to the vampire queen that she didn't like. Najja has issues of never feeling good enough and living up to the pedestal she puts her sister on, along with grief from losing her mother. When Reapers attack her home, her sister tells Najja that she had a vision that Najja must help the vampire princess, this sends Najja reluctantly running from her home to the capitol to find the princess. 

“It’s not so simple as us being the bad guys and them being good. Maybe once it was like that, centuries ago, but war means atrocities have been committed on both sides. It’s now up to us, the present generation, to acknowledge our past while also healing the scars that remain.” 

This leads to us meeting our final main character, the vampire princess Leyla. Leyla is the heir and as her mother has a very advanced sickness, she knows she'll be getting the crown soon, even if she feels wholly unprepared for it. Leyla's that sheltered naive but earnest character that has felt beaten down by her mother and suffers from chronic pain that also works to make her feel not good enough. When she's exploring the town with her bestfriend Danai, Reapers attack and end up taking Danai, while Najja shows up to protect Leyla. This leads to Najja and Leyla starting a small road journey at the halfway point to go and rescue Danai from the land of the dead. 

“I’m glad you’re here with me. We’re here and we’re surviving and maybe, for tonight, that’s enough.” 

A lot of this first duology book was getting to know our three main characters, as we spent time in their heads, some of the soliloquies did go on long enough to slow the pace down, but I didn't really feel that way until the beginning second half as I thought some of Favre's feelings were retread one too many times. This is a story, though, that I think is worth investing in the time, it's moving parts might not seem to fit together at first but I thought as it went on it was pretty smooth how the author worked to slowly bring them together. Najja's there to try and protect Leyla and not allow one of the outcomes of fate, the one Favre wants to bring on, freeing Thana. There's the destructive romance between Favre and Thana and then the building one between Najja and Leyla. I did think Najja and Leyla's emotions and romance was rushed and I wasn't a total believer in it but the second book in the series could build on those emotions. 

I’m forced to watch as she rows away, toward the island where souls go at their end, to the place where shadows meet. 

This obviously ends on a cliffhanger, the ending of this dances into horror, which I enjoyed, but the rush of the events happening felt a little jarring after the majority of the book's pace was more slow moving. The worldbuilding was less about the physical setting and more about the social and cultural structuring of society and how that emotionally impacts individuals. There was also a lot of working in mythology, fairytales, and folklore that I enjoyed and will have you saying, I recognize that every so often. The characters fit an upper young adult classification and if you go in expecting a high fantasy primer feel, you'll enjoy this one. The combined elements of vampires, humans, and gods, how this was structured to weave the three main characters together, young adult emotional themes working through, and at times richness to the writing, made this intriguingly enjoyable.

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Quickie Rant Review: Touch of Enchantment

Touch of Enchantment by Teresa Medeiros
My rating: 1 of 5 stars

Unhinged. 

If you read the first, unhinged in the same way but worse. 

Time travel again but no real romantic relationship development and for such a wacky supposed to be funny tone, why did I have to read about a nine year old girl's trauma about getting gang raped???

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Review: The Usual Family Mayhem

The Usual Family Mayhem by HelenKay Dimon
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

3.8 stars 

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

She looked at the suffering passed in silence from generation to generation and said enough. 

The Usual Family Mayhem was a rolling offbeat story with tons of heart. Told all from Kasey's point-of-view, a late twenties woman who hasn't quite found her niche in life, when she gets put on the spot at her latest job, she suddenly finds herself pitching her grandmother's bakery as a possible business for her company to acquire for investors. Kasey's boss gives her two weeks to travel from D.C. to back home in North Carolina to get her grandmother Mags and Celia, her grandmother's partner, in life and business, to sign a deal with them. Taking the paid trip home, Kasey finds herself dipping and dodging questions from Mags and Celia about why she's really back home and trying not to show those deep feelings she has about Celia's nephew, Jackson, her childhood nemesis. There's also the little issue of Kasey thinking Mags and Celia have set up a side hustle of poisoning abusive husbands and she sets out to investigate. 

The two women who'd raised me and who I loved unconditionally were hiding something. 

Your enjoyment of this is going to hinge on how much you can tolerate of the left-of-center, slightly unhinged personality Kasey has. As this is all told from her, there's no escape, I found her more charming than exasperating, which worked in my favor. I did think it took way too long for Kasey to come clean (65%) to Mags and Celia about why she was in town and I thought that hurt the pace of the second half; you're going to yell at her to just tell the truth more than once. I was pleasantly surprised at how much the romance (fade-to-black) played a part in this, Jackson shows up early and sticks around to be that grounding, trying to be voice of reason, that Kasey needs. Even without his pov, his actions and words make it clear to readers that he has feelings for Kasey, even if Kasey is oblivious because she can't shake off the shame of when she made a move and Jackson went running (a totally warranted reaction from him at the time!). I greatly enjoyed their dynamic because even though their personalities are opposites, you see how they compliment each other and how they'd work together, he calms her and she lightens him up. 

They'd built a community based on the most desperate kind of need. 

Kasey's investigating of her grandmother's business and what she thinks they're involved in started off haphazard fun for me, but, like Kasey dodging the truth and not just coming out and explaining why she was there, she dragged it on a bit too long. In the latter second half when all four sit down to finally talk and explain, I think the emotions are going to hit some unexpectedly, I found myself tearing up when Mags and Celia finally had their say on how their lives went and what they chose to do about it from points on. For most of the book, the tone is kept light and goofy because of Kasey's personality beat, but the hints of deeper are there worked in. A lot of the women in this are survivors of domestic violence, a heavy topic, but while we get no flinching away stories of it, it's how it's told from the women's perspectives, their stories coming from their voices is what kept the mood from dragging down darkness to instead comforting strength uplifting. 

“No one tried to rescue us. We want better for other women.” Celia reached out and took Gram's hand. “Even women we don't know.”

While Kasey could be her own worst enemy at times, Jackson's father makes a good bid for being the villain of the piece by trying to impose his will, wants, and needs on everyone in his orbit. This drags Kasey and her work and her relationship with Jackson into contention with what the dad wants and leads up to a confrontation that ultimately helps to wrap up Kasey's work and romantic issues, so a needed villain. The lead up to the HEA gives normally in control Jackson vulnerability and Kasey found strength to deliver two sweet declarations. This was off-beat fun with heart, go find this one and pick it up. 

(Not me wishing Mags and Celia had a blog for me to comfort read)

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#TBRChallenge Review: The Rake

The Rake by Mary Jo Putney
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

The nineteenth was TBRChallenge day, to give an idea of how busy I've been, I started this book like March 5th and just finished today. But, I got it done. Persistence, let us all move thusly. The month's theme was Rizz, and though it may seem amazing, I've never read The Rake by Mary Jo Putney, so I immediately thought of it, because rakes and rizz, am I right?! Y'all, I got the tired middle aged rake. Which, fine, lol. There was no syphilis (Yeah!) but there was alcoholism. This book was featured on a lot of All Time Bests lists back in the day and if you're going to pick it up now, I'd say take into consideration the first publishing date of 1989, to give it some of the import it deserves in how it connects alcoholism and disease, something that is widely more accepted in this day and age.

Ex. of his rizz:
With a horrid sense of discovery, Alys realized how charming Davenport could be with a sparkle in his light blue eyes and a wide smile that invited her to smile with him.

Ex. of her rizz:
"Good Lord, Lady Alys, your eyes don't match."
"Really?" she said with asperity. "I never noticed."
"Indoors the gray-green eye looks more or less like the brown one, but in this light the difference is striking," he said, ignoring her sarcasm. "A most unusual feature, but then, you are a most unusual woman."

I've read a few Putney's and recognized a lot of names in this, so consider this loosely set in a series but the “Despair of the Davenports” has just been misplaced as heir when a cousin appears. Reggie (pour one out for the heroes once named Reggie, as I don't think we'll have any for a long time) is in his late thirties and now that his uncle who had to take him in when his family died, has also passed on, he has lost his taste for trying to embarrass the family. His heir cousin isn't a bad guy and alerts him to the fact that he should have inherited his childhood home all along. So, world weary of London, Reggie decides to go visit his old home. There he finds a steward who looks exceptionally well in pantaloons, discovering a “Lady Alys” has been hiding her gender and running his estate.

Under the world-weary air were tolerance and intelligence that would be a credit to anyone. And he had the tiredest eyes she had ever seen.

With povs from Alys, readers are let in that she's been on the run from her father after she overheard her betrothal say he was only marrying her for her money and found her a “bossy long leg”. Her father wouldn't let her break the betrothal and years later she survived hiding out as a governess and now estate manager, who also is the guardian of a young woman and her two younger brothers. There's some tension at first with Alys wondering if Reggie will fire her out of hand and Reggie trying to fight his attraction to her.

In a way, they were opposite sides of the same coin: The rake and the reformer, both stubborn and proud. One a destroyer, one a builder. One a cynic, one a dreamer.

I was very busy this month but oof, I struggled with this one, it liked to ramble. I mean, we had a sheep washing scene, lol. Who was going on about wanting more historical details in their romance? Couldn't be meeeeeee! I was tempted at times to call this men's fiction for a little bit because of the struggling with wanting a drink, not wanting a drink and remembering his childhood issues Reggie, but that was at my more petty moments. Alys' issues with not feeling attractive take up a good amount of time too. Basically, Reggie doesn't want to live up to his reputation anymore (throughout the story you learn some undeserved there) and Alys needs to accept Reggie finds her attractive. There's two other side romances, numerous povs from secondary characters, and a villain arc that brings some danger. I don't know, I love you all and I know this is a favorite, but, eek, I was bored a good portion of this.

What really sheared my sheep (I mean this in a float my boat way, lol, was trying to stay on theme) in this was the 1989 issue tackling you could feel happening:

"I have only one more question at the moment. As an eager reformer, have you had everyone on the estate vaccinated against smallpox?"
Alys was startled. "No, I've encouraged vaccination, but some of the workers are very suspicious about 'newfangled ideas.' Only about half the people would agree to it, and I don't really have the authority to insist on something like that." In fact, she had railed, begged, and pleaded with the tenants, enraged by their pigheaded stubbornness.
"In that case, I will issue my first order." His gaze met hers, cold determination in the depths of his eyes. "Everyone who is not vaccinated within the next month will be dismissed and evicted. There will be no exceptions."

Reggie don't play, and neither should you.

"If her husband had assaulted another woman as he did her, he could have been convicted and jailed. But since she was his wife, beating her was perfectly legal, unless he actually murdered her. There was no possibility of divorce. Violence isn't enough to free a wife of her husband."

Say it with me, “No fault divorce”.

"Allie, sex is a very basic part of the human animal, and it's a great tragedy that men and women almost never talk freely about it. Respectable women are taught that ignorance and distaste are signs of refinement. Heaven knows how you survived that kind of upbringing with your passion intact, but don't ever be ashamed of what you are, or what you feel."

Ok, so this sexual freedom, we love! But also beware that the “slut” other woman was a hell of a drug trope in this publishing era and this book does not escape it.

And because I can't help myself:
He drew her into waltz position, one strong hand on her waist and the other clasping her gloved hand firmly. "Good girl," he said softly as they began dancing.

Romance, good girling since 1989!

He stared down at her, raw emotion in his eyes. "Could you bear it if he does disinherit you?"
"Yes," she said flatly. "Could you bear it if he doesn't?"
He let his breath out in an explosive sigh. "I don't know."

The end gives us Alys' true identity coming into the mix and Reggie not liking the idea that she is actually more wealthy than him and ok, maybe thinks he's not good enough for her. I can see how Reggie's struggle with alcoholism and linking it to a disease would feel more impactful in the original year this was published and there was a decent amount of time dedicated to showing him struggling and have setbacks before he realized how he just had to be abstinent (there was some slight give it over to God that I wasn't thrilled with but ymmv). For more modern reading sensibilities, there was even too many povs and side stories going on for me and it made it kind of boring and scattered. I was also getting frustrated with Alys “I'm tall and ugly”, like girl, he's thirsting hard and everyone sees it. I guess I can see how it felt impactful at the time but sorry to say, I can see why it's falling off newer Best of lists.

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Review: The Hidden Moon

The Hidden Moon by Jeannie Lin
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

4.5 stars 

I buddy read this, for my thoughts and comments: The Hidden Moon buddy read 

I loved these two. 

She knew this was impossible. Because of birth and class. Who she was and who he wasn’t. 

The Loooooooonging! 

“Do you think I’m spoiled?” she asked all the sudden. 

“Yes,” he answered without pause. He glanced at her, smirking. Gao’s look entirely changed when he smiled. 

She managed a smile back, her heartbeat skipping. 

The honesty and connection of two people seeing each other in ways no other person pays attention to. 

“Lady Bai.” An iron-hard voice sliced through the silence. Wei-wei looked up to see Gao standing over them. His gaze fixed onto Li Chen. It was the first time she saw a glimpse of what her brother had talked about. What Mingyu had warned her away from. Gao didn’t have to say or do anything. Magistrate Li kept his eyes on Gao as he released her arm, moving slowly as one would do when facing an unpredictable and wild animal. 

The touch her and die vibes! 

“I never thought you could possibly be mine, Wei-wei,” he said, his voice heavy. “I just wanted to ask.” 

My god. 

The historical time period classism angst felt! 

If you've read the series, you'll know there is always a murder mystery, I was kind of meh on the one in this, felt super to the side and I'm not sure I always grasped the whos and whats and then the ending got resolved kind of off screen. I don't know, I was extremely busy these last couple weeks and yet, these two didn't leave my mind.

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Reading Update: 17%

 

What a week it was, treating myself to some Blackberry Lemon Poppy Seed cupcakes and buddy reading the third book in the Pingkang Li Mysteries series. 

Wei-wei is the sheltered sister who feels the constraints of the time but when she's with from the wrong side of the tracks Gao, she starts to feel free. 

A murder that needs solving and Wei-wei and Gao find themselves in each other's world again. 

And their attraction is stronger than ever. 

I love good girl/bad boy with heart! 

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Reading Romance Bingo Challenge

 That's What I'm Talking About (Twimom227) 2025 Romance Reading Bingo Challenge

Why is it always the audiobook square keeping me from getting a bingo???

*curses* *shaking fist in air* 😭

*clicking on book title takes you to my review

Sports - The Hook Up by Kristen Callihan

Snow/Ice on cover - Window Shopping by Tessa Bailey

Forced Proximity - A Cowboy to Remember by Rebekah Weatherspoon

SciFi/Fantasy - Order of Swans by Jude Deveraux

Non-US/UK setting (real country) - A Tropical Rebel Gets the Duke by Adriana Herrera

TBR over 1 year - The Liar's Dice by Jeannie Lin

LGBTQ+ - Les Normaux by Janine Janssen with S. Al Sabado

Non-US Author - Gate to Kagoshima by Poppy Kuroki

One Word Title - Prophecy by M.L. Fergus

Royal MC - Where Shadows Meet by Patrice Caldwell

Review: Prophecy

Prophecy by M.L. Fergus
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

3.7 stars 

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

“Never attack in anger,” he whispered, his lips so close to her ear that she could feel his breath on her skin. “And never start a fight you can't win.” 

Prophecy is an updated and revised fantasy story (The Gypsy King) that follows a girl trying to fight destiny and the way it pulls and pushes her into dire consequence situations. We first meet Persephone as a shackled enslaved late teens girl who is trying to protect chickens from a boy a little older than her that is trying to steal them. When Azriel gets a look at her face in the moonlight, he seems to know her and wants her to come with him, which Persephone refuses. Only to have Azriel show up the next night impersonating a lord and buys her. This sets her off on a journey where she constantly tries to find ways to break away for her freedom but is shackled not in chains this time, but to the seemingly workings of an old prophecy. 

Once, she'd believed the prophecy of the Methusian king to be nothing more than the wishful thinking of a hunted people. Now she knew it was a death sentence for all those it touched. 

In almost the opposite of an info dump, this first book in The Fractured Kingdoms series, takes it's time, and doesn't get there for some aspects, in introducing readers to this fantasy land. After a prologue that introduces readers to a Methusian seer who gives us a prophecy of a Methusian king that will reunite the clans of Glyndoria right before she's attacked and killed, the next chapter jumps us fifteen years later. As we follow Persephone and Azriel on their road trip, the worldbuilding gets placed in here and there with the gist of it being that there are four clans who make up this world, a boy king of the Erok clan is currently crowned but as he's not quite eighteen yet, his regent Mordesius runs things. Mordesius has a deformed body from a fire and is mad for the legend of a Methusian magical pool that could heal his body, he also hunts Methusians not only to torture them for their knowledge but to kill the children for their blood, thinking that has healing powers too. The advertisement of this saying it's like the Princess Bride and Game of Thrones kind of fits, you'll get light and goofy with Persephone and her animals that follow her but some gruesome killing and torture with a wanna be Little Finger in Mordesius. 

“I do not believe that the Fates will allow you to refuse. I believe that a path stretches out before us, Persephone, and though I cannot say exactly where it will lead, I would stake my life on the certainty that we are meant to walk it together, come what may.” 

Most of this first book in the series is more of a meet and greet to learn the players and set them in their roles. Persephone will annoy at times with her bratty determination that doesn't always make sense, she wants to escape Azriel and the Methusian prophecy they think she has a part in, but escape to what? Persephone never really has a plan just a “I want to be free” that feels forced to keep her apart from Azriel. Their budding romance had moments, they have some sweet and heated teasing between each other, but it definitely felt in the lighter young adult realm that this is categorized in. In the second half where the prophecy has them headed to the capitol to rescue a Methusian boy, along with an added girl Rachel who looks a lot like Persephone and no one is sure who the prophecy is about, the story started to feel a little dragged out. We get point-of-views from the other side, Mordesius, to further the overarching plot, but there was still not enough moved along for me. 

I enjoyed this because of the cute chemistry between Azriel and Persephone but Persephone's insistence in wanting to “escape” when it didn't quite make sense, had me frustrated with her a lot of the time. This first installment delivered on some answers but a lot still isn't clear and with a sudden cliffhanger, I find myself wanting to start the second in the series right away. This was at turns cute, goofy, gruesome, and had fun back and forth chemistry, I just wanted Persephone to accept she could be a heroine in a fantasy story more readily.

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Reading Update: 26%

Neither of them said anything until he walked up to the edge of the pool, dropped his pack, unbuckled his sword and began unbuttoning his shirt.

"How's the water?" he asked.

I am absolutely feral for scenes like this. 

Quickly, Persephone is traveling, not by complete choice with Azriel, a guy she barely knows but the inklings are there for trust and attraction, and took the chance in the morning to escape him. He's spent the whole day searching for her and dealing with her goofy animal friends, dog, horse, and hawk, and covered in mud. Thinking she escaped him, Persephone relaxes in a hot pool, with her shift on the bank. Only to have her separation anxiety horse crash through the trees and find her, leading Azriel to her. 

This tense moment of him saying "How's the water?" and undressing like he's going to join her, gah! LIVE for this type of tension. The scene continues on and gah! But also, we're only 26% in, so don't get too excited, lol.

Review: Love and Other Paradoxes

Love and Other Paradoxes by Catriona Silvey
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

2.5 stars

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review

“You’re from the future.”

Love and Other Paradoxes was a story about how your future could change if you knew your future. Joe is a twenty year old student at Cambridge who aspires to be a poet like the greats he's studying, but as he's studying, he's also getting a heavy case of impostor syndrome. A middle class Scot in the rich environment of Cambridge and raised in a household that was encouraging but also worked to keep his feet on the ground, Joe feels lost as he tries to measure up and graduate. When he bumps into the barista he was having some chemistry with and he picks up the book that fell out of her purse, he sees his name on the cover and picture of himself as a sixty year old man. As a panicked Esi tries to grab it out of his hands, Joe runs and finds himself in his dorm room with a piece of his future.

“I want to be remembered.”

Told all from Joe's point-of-view, the first half of this had me locked in as Joe learns that Esi is from the year 2044. She's accessed Joe's current time, 2005, by paying a time tourist company that allows people to take trips to observe famous people, which he'll be in her time for writing poetry. The time travel gets as deep as “I traveled through a wormhole” for most of the book and instead focuses on how knowing your future could change a person. Joe knows that he writes an impactful and famous book of poetry for a girl he's only glimpsed on campus and they fall in love later in life. So when he has the chance to meet this girl, he enters a poetry contest with one of the poems from his future book and ends up paired with her as she'll do a dramatic reading of the poem, he's all in, ready to start to his future now. This leads to Joe living life different, taking more chances and slacking off from school, as he thinks nothing he does matters as his future is already determined.

Determinism was nice in theory, but it didn’t actually save you any effort.

After the rush of knowing his future wears off, Joe starts to wonder if he's actually changing his future with his current actions as he learns that Esi's whole point of taking the time trip wasn't to observe him but to try and change her mother's future, as she ends up dying in a car accident when Esi is eight. This leads to some themed questioning of determinism and we get a second half that meanders and jumps weeks at a time as Joe begins to realize that not only what he does now still matter, the future he thought he wanted may not be what he truly wants. The beginning also had Joe and Esi developing a friendship that had some sparks but the middle abandons them a bit as Joe tries to start his romance with his future wife early. I missed their companionship and when Esi comes back into the picture in the later second half, they had lost some momentum for me.

He wanted to be with her, even if it was temporary, even if it was doomed. He wanted to taste every moment they could possibly have before it was over.

If you've been or are familiar with Cambridge, you'd probably enjoy the setting descriptions and Joe's roommate and other secondary characters added to the flushed out feeling of the world. It just felt like the beginning was more tightly held together and then the second half got lost in where it wanted to go and how to work everything out regarding the time travel aspects. You won't get solid spelled out answers to how everything wraps up for the characters but more of “infinite universes” and a kind of weak easy solution for how Joe and Esi's romance endures. This started strong with an interesting concept, the underlining discussion on determinism was thought provoking, Joe and Esi had beginning spark, but then the second half lost its way and Esi disappeared for too long, only to anemically drift back in. If feeling nostalgic for 2005 Cambridge, with some romance, wormholes, infinite universes, and inventive weapons for the campus game Assassins, this had those eclectic elements.

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