Thursday, April 25, 2024

Reading Update: Page 1

 


One of my secret desires in life was to be a ballerina, unfortunately, I live the awkward clumsy life instead. Fortunately, I get to enjoy the talent of others. 

Everyone knows Misty Copeland, but the first to break out is usually not the First. Lydia Abarca had major success during her time but I've never heard her name before! 

Time to learn about the Dance Theatre of Harlem and all their accomplishments that helped pave the way for others. 




Wednesday, April 24, 2024

Review: Here We Go Again

Here We Go Again Here We Go Again by Alison Cochrun
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

3.5 stars 

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

She’d been publicly ridiculed and dumped, Joe was injured, and she’d rear-ended the shit out of her childhood best friend turned nemesis’s car. 

Here We Go Again was a story of second chance love, grief, and shedding those childhood hurts. Logan and Rosemary were childhood friends who's friendship ended when a kiss throws confusion and misunderstandings into the mix. Now, as adults teaching at their old high-school, they carefully try to avoid each other. Logan wanted to travel and see the world but when her mother up and left her father, she didn't want to hurt her father by leaving him too, so she still lives at home and has a string of meaningless relationships. Rosemary was the dedicated student who left and taught at a prestigious school, until her dedication was amplified by her anxiety and always having to be perfect, all leading to her having a break down and coming home. When a teacher that made a huge difference in both their lives, ropes them into a cross-country trip, they're forced to confront each other and themselves. 

She is thirty-two, crashing into Logan. Always crashing into her. Three years of friendship, four years of hating each other, ten years of not talking, and then this. 

I'm not going to lie to you, you're going to hurt when you read this. The teacher, Joe, has cancer and he's decided to not do another round of chemo, so he only has a few weeks to live. The road trip starts in the first half and we get “I've made a binder for the trip” Rosemary and “Let's detour!” Logan and Joe, butting up against each other. The clashing personalities help readers learn more about the characters, Rosemary is scared of not being perfect and her ADHD plays into this, her father dying young, and having a workaholic mother, have made her insulate herself because she can't handle surprises. Logan also has ADHD and with her mother just leaving and not staying in her life, she's scared to really get close to someone in fear of the hurt she'll endure if they leave. Individually, these two have issues to work out and then there is the hold-over of the “kiss”. Logan doesn't even know that Rosemary is a lesbian until a little before the midway point. 

Because Logan was everything she wasn’t: tall and loud and goofy; brave and unfiltered, quick to laughter, quicker to tears, every big feeling inside her worn boldly on the outside. 

The road trip has Logan and Rosemary calling a friendship truce for Joe and as they detour more, their walls start to break down. This was told in povs from Logan and Rosemary but Joe is a big part of the story and half-way through, he gets his own second chance when one of his life's regrets takes them to Mississippi and an old love. Rosemary and Logan have their own break through and we get an open door scene as they come together. I thought the story slowed some as they stayed in MS but then it rushes as the reality of Joe's illness hits and they quickly make their way to Maine where he wants to die in his cabin on the water. 

Rosemary kisses Logan Maletis in the rain outside an Albuquerque hospital, and dammit, she tastes like strawberries. The grief that's been building hits hard in this last half ending and while Rosemary has pretty much dealt with her issues after a session with her therapist, Logan still struggles, especially with Joe's reality finally hitting her. We get, kind of a rushed, moment with Logan seeking out her mother and finally trying to put that pain to bed. 

Everything is beautiful and painful. 

Even though some levity pops up here and there with Logan and Rosemary playing off each other, there is so much grief in this (not that romance can't have grief!) and Joe plays such a big part, that I hesitate to strictly call this romance genre, it's more fiction with romance to me but your mileage may vary and all that. The, still, realities of being gay in America were a part of the story instead of being ignored and added a fabric layer, there were some flashbacks to Logan and Rosemary in high-school that I thought helped fill out their background, and we got an epilogue that showed these two were on the HEA road. If you want to read a road tripping, second chances, putting childhood hurts away, with it's going to make you hurt grief, then you should pick this one up.

Saturday, April 20, 2024

15%

It took her papou a decade or so to come around to the idea of having a lesbian granddaughter, but her dad embraced it instantly, kept the delicious food, and ditched the religious trauma. 


On leaving the Greek Orthodox Church. 
IMHO, the way to do it regarding culture and religion. 

*loukoumades getting a shout-out!

Friday, April 19, 2024

Reading Update: 50%



“There’s four things a real man has to be able to do for a woman.” 
“Exactly how many man-lists do you have?” 
He let my wrist go and ticked the items off on his fingers. “Fix her car. Grill her a steak. Kick the ass of any guy who makes her cry. And fuck her so hard she wakes up half-crippled.”


I started the After Hours Buddy Read over on GoodReads and, well, I've read half the book already. McKenna can pull me in like no other. 

Wednesday, April 17, 2024

Review: Morning Glory

Morning Glory Morning Glory by LaVyrle Spencer
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

3.5 stars 

*This is a #TBRChallenge review, there will be spoilers, I don't spoil everything but enough, because I treat these reviews as a bookclub discussion. 

WANTED—A HUSBAND. Need Healthy man of any age willing to work spread and share the place. See E. Dinsmore, top of Rock Creek Road

April's TBRChallenge theme was No Place Like Home, so I chose Morning Glory, a book on my tbr for decades. A drifter who's never had a home but works hard to make one with a widow, sounded like a perfect fit to the theme. The first half of this, I raced through. There's a prologue of a young mother bringing her baby home and her parents locking her up in the house because they're ashamed of her “sin”, it's 1917 and unwed mother's are not looked upon kindly. The story then quickly jumps to 1941 and to a drifter named Will about to be fired from a sawmill because it's found out that he served five years in prison for murdering a woman. I had to pause to imagine one of those graphics with arrows pointing at the book listing tropes, “Murderer!” “Shut-in recluse!”. 

Will Parker's eyes were drawn to her stomach as she rested a hand on it. He thought about how maybe there was more than one kind of prison. 

Will starving and having no money, decides that he will check out the widower at the edge town “Crazy Elly” and her newspaper ad asking for a husband. When I tell you, the pain of these two, gah. Will's constantly thinking, please let me stay, knowing he looks like a half-starved vagabond, who Elly knows, because he told her, that he served jail time for killing a woman but drawn to something warm in Elly's aura. The house and property are run down but Elly and her two small boys seem happy and for someone who was abandoned as a baby and on his own his whole life, Will can't help but want to be welcomed into that magic, even if Elly is pregnant with a third child. Elly for her part knows she needs help and is constantly thinking, please stay, even though she knows she's not pretty, has children and pregnant, run down farm, and is called “Crazy Elly” because of her past. They're both yearning for what the other can give and I honestly felt like a voyeur reading their relationship this first half as they slowly grew to trust one another. 

She was a good mother, a fine woman who'd been locked in a house and called crazy, and if he didn't tell her she wasn't, who would? 

The first half also gives a pov from a woman in town called Lula, who is said to run “hot” and wants Will but he rebuffs her because he knows those kind of women can lead to trouble because of his past. Readers do learn about the murder he went to jail for and it's, probably of course, nothing that makes him nonredeemable. Lula is that classic “other woman” villain that makes you uncomfortable reading because she's backed by a whole lot of slut-shaming, but it's, pretty obvious, why she's included and while she disappears for the majority of the middle of the story, her set-up comes into play for the last half. There's also a Miss Beasley, librarian, that was a great character (Mentally, I've given her a novella HEA with the lawyer) but, geez, yeah for women with facial hair being talked about but did the hair on her upper lip have to be mentioned, SO MANY times? Like, damn, give the gal a break. Anyway, by midpoint, Will and Elly have decided to marry and they have grown to the I love yous. I can say, even if it didn't feel over-the-top passionate (which can be considered better by some romance readers) I did believe they loved each other. Elly growing up locked up in her home, constantly being told she's a sin, until the law forced her grandparents (side question: I thought it was going to be directly said but am I the only one who thought her grandfather raped her mother and that was what was with the “drawn shades” business?) to let her go to school, but she was considered “crazy” because of her lack of socialization, and only getting befriended by her first husband (he died a'la Bridgerton, bee stings) had never really had a man care for her the way Will did, or turn her on. Will was never cared for either and had no one to care for, so when they meet, it's a pretty simple scenario of two people deserving love and finding the person that connects with them to give it. It felt real their feelings and why I said it gave a voyeuristic feeling for me. 

She smiled into the bluebird's painted eye, her own shining with delight. "A bluebird...imagine that." She pressed it to her heart and beamed at Will. "How did you know I like birds?" 
He knew. He knew. 

The second half is where things really slowed down for me. Pearl Harbor gets bombed and Will gets drafted. There's a couple chapters of letter writing between Will, Elly, and Miss Beasley and then a really great scene where Elly has to rush to see Will before he gets shipped to the Pacific. She's had the baby by now (the birth scene was something else with Will playing doctor) and while they managed to have sex once before he left for boot camp, these two are ramped up. I love how the author described their attraction, from how Will was sitting in the chair and Elly eyeing him up and Elly breastfeeding with Will seeing her exposed boob, could definitely feel the tension in the air. Will gets injured and he's eventually sent home after being medically discharged because of shrapnel in his leg. The townspeople view him differently and he gets the respect he's craved but he's also suffering from PTSD and that delivers some strain between him and Elly until he eventually opens up to her. We're at around 80% when Lula comes back into the picture and Will's suddenly arrested for her murder. The ending was the court case and Elly trying to help prove him innocent until the last 5% gives us the HEA. 

He wanted to take her close, cradle her head and rub her shoulder and say. "Tell me...tell me what it is that hurts so bad, then we'll work at getting you over it." 

The first half, a slower moving but pulling you in with these two and their hurts and pains, learning to come together but the second half was a slower moving left me kind of disinterested ending. I read this in almost one shot and kind of glad I did, because even though slower moving usually calls for savoring, pacing out, I feel like this would be one that would be hard to pick up again, so my two cents of advice. These two will linger with me because of how real they felt but I'm not sure I could recommended, maybe just the first half and that meet-up in Augusta. Hope springs eternal for a Donald Wade, Thomas, and Lizzy P. spin-off series! (Elly's kids) 
Guess what I'm watching tonight? (Hint: check out what's on Tubi)

Monday, April 15, 2024

Reading Update: Page 1

 



Monday calls for a jazz up, so Firecracker Chicken dipping and a road romance! 

Logan and Rosemary were childhood bestfriends, but an incident in the summer before high school turned them bitter rivals. 

Which makes being teachers in their thirties at their hometown high school awkward. 

But when a former English teacher they both loved, only has a few months to live, they're forced together for a cross-country trip. 

I have a feeling this is going to be emotional, old hurts and buried deep feelings, all while forced proximity makes them deal with these issues. 




Friday, April 12, 2024

Review: Orphia And Eurydicius

Orphia And Eurydicius Orphia And Eurydicius by Elyse John
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

Snuffing out the voices of women. It was how they set up the game so that we would lose, even as we convinced ourselves that it was our fault. If we could shout for help, then we might take the hands of our sisters, swim ashore, and manage to win. 

Orphia and Eurydicius was a gender swapped Orpheus and Eurydice myth reimagining that had Orphia battling her father Apollo, men (gods and human), and systematic sexism. The beginning shows us an early twenties Orphia as she was taken by her father and placed on the Whispering Isles to learn combat and battle the men. This has lead to Orphia being looked at with some sneer in regards to, what is perceived in their society, as a more man like build, features, and mannerisms. Told she won't be able to leave until she beats the Prince, Orphia does have one friend Jason, who then introduces her to Eurydicius, a shield maker. 

What I was looking, I realised, was a man who appreciated my manner. The desire in his eyes mangled with awe and something surprisingly soft. 
Respect. That was the word. 

It's instant attraction between the two and he gives Orphia some confidence to explore her wanting to burst free poetry side. Even though it's one of her father's powers, Apollo has forbid Orphia to take up the lyre, so when she does, she understands the danger but can't contain that part of herself any longer. Apollo, of course, finds out and it's godly anger, he whisks Orphia away to Mt. Olympus and destroys the Isle, leaving Orphia to think Jason and Eurydicius are dead. With a new setting of Mt. Olympus, numerous gods and goddesses come into scene and it becomes apparent that the goddesses also live in a sexist world, their stories, only told by men, are skewed and told through a lens of sexism. Orphia learns her mother is Calliope, Chief of the Muses and Orphia was not given up by her but taken. With some help from Hera, Orphia gets her wish to tell poetry and goes to live with the Muses. 

The thrill of expressing myself had driven me into fresh imaginings, until I could not see the risk I took. 

The middle of the story was a lot of Orphia spending time with different Muses and learning from them, always discussing how sexism comes into play. It's then learned that Jason and Eurydicius did not die on the Isle and we get some romance interludes, focuses on how Eurydicius likes to be lead by Orphia, exploring the general societal gender swapping, which eventually leads to them quietly and hurriedly married. While the story was mostly focusing on Orphia and introducing other characters through her journey, the second half begins with Orphia being betrayed into going with Jason on his quest (Argo, Golden Fleece) and separating from Eurydicius. I thought some of this veered a little bit too much into “see how much mythology research I did” and it felt less like Orphia's story. 

I wanted to tell stories of men who were soft when they were supposed to be hard; of women who were loud when they were supposed to be docile; of people of every nature who felt scarcely visible, and wished to make themselves whole through my stories. 

The ending brought us back to more of the love story and we get Orphia trying to rescue Eurydicius from the Underwold, the Underworld providing some good atmospheric setting. The vast majority of this followed the traditionally known myths, some events mixed around here and there but all told through a focus on sexism. A gender swapping adds some new angles and layers to this myth and if you're interested in some goddesses getting their due, some righteous anger, and challenging of sexist norms, then this could be a new one to pick up.

Monday, March 25, 2024

Reading Update: Page 1

 



It's a snow day Monday for me! Obviously, calls for soup and a book. 

Historical fiction, Greek mythology to start the week off.  

Orphia's a warrior who dreams of poetry and when a chance meeting with Eurydicius, a shield maker, gives her the courage to defy her father, it changes the course of history. 

Argonauts on quests, angry Gods, dragons, and fighting for love. I love a retelling, reimagining of an adventure tale! 




Review: The Emperor and the Endless Palace

The Emperor and the Endless Palace The Emperor and the Endless Palace by Justinian Huang
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

I received this book for free, this does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review 

No, the question is not whether fox spirits exist. The question is: If one comes for you, can you resist it? 

The Emperor and the Endless Palace was a drug and sex fueled Cloud Atlas like story woven from Chinese fables, mythology, and historical fiction. Following three timelines from individual point-of-views, Dong Xian 4 BCE, He Shican 1740, and River Present day, the reader is taken on a reincarnation journey as three souls are forever intertwined. 

“To put it as simply as possible, our souls are caught in an endless loop. No matter how many lifetimes we endure, we will not be released from an ancient curse. And once upon a lifetime, I made a promise to you that I would break it.” 

As the reader travels in and out of each time period, commonalities are revealed and a picture of tangled love and a magical force working to interfere becomes apparent. What is not always so apparent is which reincarnated soul belongs to whom and who are the souls that truly belong together. There's some initial good vs. evil going on but I liked how as the story went on, it does murky up some of that conventional thinking and shows the battles of temptations and freedom of will playing their part. 

Dong Xian, this whole time you thought that you were playing the game, only to realize you are the game. 

Each timeline, whether it was Dong trying to strategize for power and influence in the Emperor's Palace against the Emperor's grandmother and cousin, He Shican trying to find where he fits in life and escaping his father's disappointment and unrequited from a doctor who took care of him, or River exploring his sexuality and living out for the first time, provided inner workings and deeper layers into these souls. I thought Dong Xian's timeline was the most thought out and worked the best, He Shican's was the most fantastical and River's looped and jumped around a bit too much creating a “does this all make sense?”. 

And I don’t know how else to describe a bittersweet feeling inside me— in this moment that I meet him, I realize I might be lonely for the rest of my life. 
His name is Joey. 

I would consider this at least straddling the erotic line, sex, and drugs, are constantly playing their part. I don't think I could say I felt the, modern conventional, love between the souls but the endlessly drawn to feeling came through. The writing created an easy pace, if not the story always being clear, and I flew through this. If looking for a reincarnation story that plays with temptations and freedom of will, the setting and influence of Chinese fantasy and historical fiction make this an interesting one to pickup.

Friday, March 22, 2024

Reading Update: Page 1

 



What a busy week! I'm looking forward to snuggling inside reading and eating as a snow storm hits this weekend. 

Following three different timelines, 4 BCE, 1740, and present day, two men are reborn, lifetime after lifetime. 

Twist and turns as their timelines are woven together with treachery and love. They're drawn together and constantly tested. 

How fascinating does this sound!?! I'm thinking of a kind of Cloud Atlas? Can't wait to dive in!